Personal update

I wish i could speak out everything from my mind. Extremely stress. I was thinking where are all my friend's gone to? with boyfriend, with friend's or working? Will they ever think of me ? 

 Hate friends who contact me whenever they are down, quarel with their boyfriend or feeling bored, replying my whats app half way gone. Seriously i need someone to talk to. . . . . . 

Last day of my work in few weeks time, looking for a new job. Even thought i'm feeling pissed off and helpless, but life goes on.  Hope for a better job. All i wanted was a stable income. 

Family, everything is fine. Everyone was busying with their own life. Whenever i'm home, my house will always be quiet. Everybody was sleeping soundly. Miss those days when all of us went out for dinner , full of laughters and joy. Hope my parent and family are blessed with good health. 

Relationship. So much so much to talk about. I've so much to say. I shouldn't be blogging about our problems here. 

Health . My health is getting bad to worst. I'm worried about my heart problem. Over thinking ruins me. What happen if one day... i'll never wakeup....  

God, please listen to my prayer.

Honey